3 Month Letter

My dear Judah,

I grow more in love with you each day. I hardly ever feel exasperated when you cry to wake up or feed or just can't sleep (or don't want to) because I love having the chance to see your face to hold your squishy little body, to kiss your warm (fat hehe I mean round) head, to see your smile and big sparkly eyes.You bring joy to my heart and I don't think I've smiled or laughed as much each day until you came around.

You smile SO much and SO easily! I am SO thankful for this joyful demeanor God has given you and your Daddy and I have prayed and continue to pray that you will be a boy and a man who is filled with the joy knowing God brings. 

Another new feeling for me is listening to how my sister, your Auntie talks about you and interacts with you. She is my best friend and it's heart warming to see how much she loves you. Like seriously I think you might cause another cousin ;) (hehe V are you getting this?). Anyhow you are loved by all your family and so many friends (and even strangers stop and coo to you). You're one handsome, cute, adorable boy and even though I'm your mom I"m not the only one who says so. Ok looks aren't everything but you also have an extremely attractive demeanor too!

I tried putting you in a baby sling I got but you looked at me and grunted so I'm thinking you're a bit squished in it, we'll have to wait til you're older to wear you a less restrictive way.

You are getting chubby now! I love your chubby little hands and fingers. When I'm feeding you and you find my finger and you squeeze and let go and repeat and almost tap my hand as you feed dreamily it melts my heart. 

Your "air bicycle" is stinking hilarious. At times you flail with so much gusto I think you're going to take off. Actually this morning you were lifting and throwing your legs down in your bassinet so hard I thought you were going to do one of those ninja moves where they flip themselves onto their feet off the ground from their back. I wouldn't be surprised. You are your father's son ;)

I don't wish you were older or younger, bigger or smaller, louder or softer, able to do this or that, I love each stage and each day with you just as you are. God made you wonderful and I love every wonderful bit of you!