How Do I Blog About This?

I'm not even half way and I've already got Mommy guilt.  How come it's taken 4 months for me to start a blog about this baby growing inside me you ask? Good question. I have a journal that I've kinda been using (thanks sis for the moleskin and seven year pen from my bday!) but still it's only been point form and mostly about nausea and ultrasounds...a bit devoid of emotion if you ask me.

And since this will be shared it will also be my attempt to always keep a thankful heart, and attitude of gratitude (ha I love that cliche), to not let guilt get a hold of me and to remember all I have to be thankful for.

So this is my attempt to get myself to verbalize what I might be subconsciously keeping in my brain. *pause to wonder if this is why my sleep has been so crappy...

Here are some little details of when we first found out we were expecting (the first photo says it was "created" on Sept 13th so I guess that's when!)

yep I peed on that. 

I set up a little poem (seen below) and the pee stick with
the instructions for him to read and figure it out while
I snapped away.

not sure if you can read that but that's the poem.